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ei chi this blog is for you! i hope you get the chance to read it! i love you! i appreciate all the things you’ve done for me! thanks for comin into my life! you are one of the best things that has happened to me! now you’re turnig older.. my wish for you is to grow taller! heheh! just kiddin! i just wish you all the happiness, the success, the height, the love, the best things in life! heheheh! take care olweiz! i will always be here for you! i hope that nothing will change eventhough we are now farther apart! got to go now! i need to sleep na for your bash! hehehe! good night! i love you so much! mwaahhmmmm!

ei!wzup! just wanna type things down! well first of all i want to greet my bestfriend Kayzee a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i love you so much! heheh! aun,,, well i miss her too good thing that she’s having a birthday bash tomorrow! i’ll be seeing the rest of the gang hehhe! well,, i miss my friends alot! hehe! well,, im feeling upset right now! so may reasons why well,, primarily it’s with my family.. well,, can’t wait to be a nurse so that i can leave..well half meant only! aun,,, it’s kinda late now, kinda sleepy but aint going to sleep yet.. still wanna type some more but the thing is that i don’t know what to type next! heheheh! well,,, what will happen in the near future? gee,, i dunno.. well what would happen in college? still i dunno! i just hope for the best for each and everyone of us! till next blog! got to go now! i need some sleep! hehe! i have a party to be at tomorrow! hehe! love you guyz! mwahhmmmm! God Bless us all!   

How Could You

[Verse:]

It’s kinda crazy baby,

How I remember things, (like where you came from and how you had nothin)

I went and made you flyy,

Put extras on your ride, (didn’t miss a birthday now u cant even remember mine)

[Hook:]

U made it clear to me (you wasn’t down for me),

(I may be blind baby) but now I see,

(you had things up your sleeve, dont even lie to me) I even heard it from your family,

[Chorus:]

How could you let somebody lay where I layed?

How could you give her everything that we made?

How could you call her all the names that you used to call me?

HOw could You How Could You just forget bout me?

How Could You teach her all the things I taught You?

How Could You put her up to the Ghetto Karmasutra?

How Could You put me in the back and give her the front seat?

How Could You How Could You just forget bout me?

[Verse:]

You must be out ya mind,

YOu got alot of nerve (to think that im gone chill after all the shit I heard),

I damn near carried you,

I could’ve married you,

Good thing I found out b4 I bought that 7karate for ya,

(I know ur sick about) the way I found you out,

(GO head and pack it out) I hope she’s got room in her house,

You should have thought of me b4 u hopped in the sheets,

Damn I cant believe that u did this to me

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]

Boy tried to give u everything,

Can’t believe the ways u repaid me,

Boy u had it all,

But I guess my all wasn’t good enough for you,

Baby I’ve accepted it,

And I aint gone trip,

Boy im movin on,

Sometimes I cant help but think that another woman’s gonna get the one thats in for me

[Chorus]

How could you let somebody lay where I layed?

How could you give her everything that we made?

How could you call her all the names that you used to call me?

How could you, How could you just forget about me?

How could you teach her all the things I taught you??

How could you put her up to the Ghetto Karmasutra??

this song used to be and still is one of my favorite songs! burn! eat shit! lie!lie!lie! it is what you’re good at! whoa! it getting hot in here! got to go! damn it.. i love you…argh!      

well,, i just wanna share my thoughts and my feelings right now! eneweiz my day was kinda busy! i am now a student of c.e.u! i am kinda nervous yet excited in entering a new world…college! an irony here is that i took so many entrance exams at different colleges and universities but then i’ll just end up to one! hehe! well,, i am kinda sleepy but i aint goin to sleep yet… there are so many things bothering me… so many! well,,, i miss someone yet there’s a feeling inside that i just dont want to! there is bitterness inside of me! it hurts so bad! feels awful! so iritating! well,,, still thinkin of things! <do you still get me? hehehe!i was just wondering if you<the one reading this blog is already confused? well,, just continue reading if you still want to!> eneweiz,, im not wasted as in drunk,, i am just wondering over the things that was put into waste by some people who just dont know how to be good and sensitive enough to others! to those who dont know how to appreciate the things that has been done just for them! to those people who threw everything that easily! i just dont get it why do they have to hurt people and their feelings! what do they get from doing so? <thinking> well,, i got one,, they just put their souls burning in hell! for they do bad stuff! well,,, no offense to any one! i myself also do bad stuff sometimes! i am not perfect! its just that how could they do such stuff after all what you have done for them! awww,, so dramatic! well,, i dont know if this is tragic,,, if you’re going to ask me if i’am okei? well,, i am <lying!>! oh before anything else i want to thank God for the blessings he has showered upon me! i also thank my friends for being so here with me through thick and thin! i really appreciate all your efforts just to make me feel better! heheh! well,,, thanks again guys! advance happy birthday to chu-chi! reanne and roch! i love you guyz! its 27 tomorrow… its my grandfather’s death anniversary….death…27….  haay! nothing well i want to go now.. i can’t understand the movie i am watching right now… it’s entitled.. "MY SUPER EX-GIRLFRIEND" hehe! well,, bye till next blog…God Bless you all! love you all! mwahhhmmmm!

heheh! well,, hey guyz! its been a long time! well,, it’s good to be beacj i just arrived from Baguio! it was so nice there because the weather there is so cold unlike here in Manila! heheh! well,, i really enjoyed my stay there! well,, the roadtrips, the partying, the strolls, the sleepless nights. the drinking sessions,the chillin,  the laugh trips and many more! heheh! well,, i really thank my friends for being there! my Gimikadas! Jelo,BIboy and my best friend since fetus< hehehe! weird? not!> Majo! well,, it was  so fun! well,, i got the chance to visit the different places like the strawberry farm, flower farm, vegetable farm, other inns, ummm whatelse? the nature itself! well,, it was my first time in Baguio! another experience that i got there is when i got wasted! whoa! heheheh! i did crazy stuff that i dont remember doin so! hehehe i also enjoyed shopping around for my family!hhehe! well,, the space wont be enough and my fingers will get tired of typing out the whole story heheh! all i can say is that i enjoyed my stay there! so many new experiences! so many stories to tell! heheh! well,, time to upload new photos! heheh! got to go! i love you all! mwahhmmmmm!!!! chill guys! so good it makes you shiver! God Speed! God Bless Us All!!!!

hello! it’s me again! well so many stories to tell… where should i start well,, let’s just stari it on the graduation thingie! last friday was the posting of the candidates of gradution! wheww! tension was taking over me! damn it really did! well,, after my adviser told me that i will graduate! wheww! i was relieved and i can’t help the feeling i had tht i break down and cry! wahahahah !grabe tlga!!!!!!!! well,, atleast all my efforts and sleepless night of studying, doing theses and projects paid off! it was very fulfilling! THANK GOD!!!!!! THANK YOU LORD!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! another good thingie is that Ernie is now at home and still recovering! another thing is that all of us<batchmates> will graduate and no one will be left behind! YEAH!!! i’m so happy! so knowing that i passed me and my gimikadas kicked it off! i just got home and then they called me! and off i go! but xmpre before i go my boifrend called and we had a chit chat and xmpre informed him that im having a night out! so there we ordered pizza and enjoyed watching the movie, they did i fell asleep kz eh! aun,, the next day! saturday march 10,2007 wheew grabe so unforgettable things happen! heheh funny, adventurous and exciting day it was! hehe xmpre with my bheibi! heheh ang saya sa lrt! whatta unforgettable experience imagine we had to catch the lrt train number 4 which we rode!!! coz we forgot his clear book at our seat! we lost our heads and all we can say is "OH MY GOD!" its because important papers were in their the term papers that we did and the other papers! damn! so i ran quickly to the office and reported whta happened good thing this Missie helped me! we did recover the stuff! thanks to the janitor! hehhe! wheeww! that was really close! heheh! sigh! releived! well,,, at the end of the day all i can say is that i got him and he got me! i love my bheibi! it was a funfilled day! well,, and now! im grounded i can’t use the phone!all my gimik schedules are cancelled! damn it! well,,, no worries because i can still hang with my bheibi because he’ll come and visit me! well,, eneneweiz im am currently watching one of my favorite flicks… DEEP BLUE SEA!!! it so full of suspense!!! yeah! well, got to go can’t miss all the excitement! so till next time! CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL THE GRADUATES!!!! GOD SPEED!! GOD BLESS ALL!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!! MWAAHHH!!!!    

DAMN! I WAS AND STILL AM SO FUCKIN HAPPY ABOUT WHAT HAPPEND YESTERDAY! WELL,, MY SCHEDULE YESTERDAY WAS SO TIGHT! I had 2 fairs to attend to! So I woke up early in the morning so I could go to my Bheibi’s <Bhe Van> fair and watch him dance! I was glad to arrvive there! i thought that i am goint to be late! but am not! i saw bingo! heheh! and he lead me and majo inside! there i saw everyone and they were so busy preparing! then someone called my bheibi for me! and then i saw my bheibi! hehehe! there we took pictures! i also took a video of him dancing and he is so cute! hehehe! then fastforward things! i also saw his class! and then we left the school! we went somewhere else and though we quarrelled <so mad at myself!>eheheheh! but then when we arrived at Mc Donalds <me and majo> i was glad that he called just to say that he’s already home and that i should go home early! hehehe! Sorry if i messed up yesterday and for making you mad! Sorry! I LOVE YOU! MWAAHHH! FASTFORWARD! so me and majo went to our store for another fair to attend to! whew! we were so much in a hurry because his cousin and our childhood friend will pick us up at 1 pm! FAST FORWARD! We arrived at La Salle Greenhills! the first thing we did is we watched the first ever La Salle Idol! it was sun watching it! "I’d rather be green than be blue!" last song line from the song that the La Salle Idols sang! there was this guy who is cute but then when he sang his song…"pumiyok xa!"x_X ehehee! and there i also met new friends! anjo and gary! i forgot the names of some eh! but then… Nice meeting them! anyways after the LS idol! we ate! my gosh! the prices of the food there was gold! it was so expensive! fastforward because the concert will start at 6 pm we just roamed around the campus checked the booths, the school and chilled! Fastforward! 6pm! February 17,2007! yeah! we went inside the gym! and the place is staring to fill! the program started and it was sponsored by naf-naf cinderella and many more !first there was a fashion show! and fast forward to the band! Sugarfree!Hilera!bands from La Salle! CHICOSCI! IT WAS SO FUN! I AM SO HAPPY! I SAW MIGGY!!! I SAW MONG! I SAW THE WHOLE BAND! FINALLY AFTER THE LONG HUNT I GOT THE CHANCE TO SEE THEM! THE WAIT WAS WORTH IT! I took pictures of them! i was so happy! IT WAS SO ROCKIN FUN!!!! i had the chance to see him face to face! he even hugged me on the waist! and took a picture but then i thought that i will not be able to get to him close so i adjut my cam to zoom! damn! so wrong about that! i wass not seen in the photo together with him! but eneweiz! he hugged me in the hips and i higged him back! <KILIG!!!!!!!!> oh my gosh! I LOVE  MIGGY! hehehehe!he even gets close to us! everytime we wave our hands to get him closer! i aslo like him because he speaks fluent english! I AM SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPPPPPPY!!!!!! I ahd alot of pictures and videos! yeah !that night is a night to remember! i loved it! yeah!  next was kjwan we left before Kamikazee came because the driver, my favorite driver… Kuya Eugene was already there waiting for us!!!!! ^_^ though i didn’t see Papa Jay! i still enjoyed the night for i had the chance to see miggy! and more we hugged each other! Yeah! After that we went to one of my favorite place! Eastwood City, Libis! we chilled and ate! diorella, jelo and pam are there.. waiting for us! then we went home! and i arrived at around 1:30?! Damn! I enjoyed it! YEAH! that’s it! the REMARKABLE! TRULY UNFORGETTABLE! AWESOME!ROCKIN!HAPPY EXPERIENCE IN MY LIFE!!!!! I LOVE IT!!!! LOVE YAH! mwaah!

Yeah! this blog will be a short one for my brother will use the computer! well,, i just want to say that i had a wonderful valentine’s day! at first i thought that it would just be another ordinary valentine’s day but it wasn’t! cause last night my bheibi <IVAN TRISTAN NATIVIDAD MILLARE!!!> told me that we wouldn’t be able to celebrate it for a reason<secret!>! which made me cry on the phone! but then, i was surprised that he txted me a while ago and that we will be seeing each other! he came to my surprise earlier than i expected him to arrive at our store! the sweet thingie there is he left their dance practice just for me! the dance will be tomorrow morning and he left the practice just to see me! in addition that is a dance contest! well,, i appreciate the effort that he went there to see me on this special day! eventhough he arrived sweaty ang kinda huggard he still smells good! yeah! i love my bheibi! yeah eventhough we just played "Nanay-Tatay" and "Bang" . I enjoyed  it! I was also glad for he took the ride home with me and my parents! hehehehe! though he didn’t stay for dinner im glad that he got along well with my parents! hehehe!thanks! i love you so much! ain’t no other man than you! i love you so much! thanks! mwah!mwah!mwah! HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY BHEIBI!!!! MWAAAHHHHMMMM!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! SO HAPPY TOGETHER! ^_^

kkatpos lng ng party! Now is a very nice time to share this! hehehe It was a very happy birthday for me! grabe it was the best! i should say! hehehe! thanks poh sa mga greetings! sa gifts! and for comin at my haus! i really appreciate everything! grabe! morning plng i was so surprised kz imagine there was a bouquet of roses at my chair which i thought was not mine! but then it was for me pla tlga! thanks! kyla reanne, chu-chi and regina for the flowers! eventhough my bheibi came late and tpos n me mag blow ng candle okei lng i was surprised to open the gate and saw him holding a gift for me! hehhe! it was a teddy bear! yeah! ^_^ a new bheibi in our family! heheh! he’s name is "Spaghie!" hehe! cute! heheeh! eneweiz now that im already seventeen.. i will still live a happy life and will not ever mind those people who are trying to bring me down! cause in the end they will just end up LOOSING for "she <BITCH!>" CAN"T AND WILL NEVER EVER BRING ME DOWN! IN YOUR DREAMS!!! hehehe! well,,back to the party! grabe pictorial at kainan! haha! sobrang saya! twanan!grabe ang kulet ng tropa! mga n adik sa magic sing! hehehe! boy or girl eh na adik sa mic! well,, Congratulations to Ms. Karen Clare Santos for having the highest score!  hehe! no one beat the 94 that you got!better luck next time borbie! hahaha! well,, thanks din pla ulet sa bheibi koh sa pag tulong sken n mag linis ng knainan at maghugas ng plates! hehhehehe! well,,, thanks sa mga gifts! they are all so nice! thanks for sharin and spendin this day with me!And most especially thanks to my family!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYZ!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!! MWAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHMMMMMMMMM!!!! 

yeah! we won! "HAVE FAITH FOURTH YEAR!" yeah! all the stress and sermons finally paid off! it was a very memorable moment for all the seniors. We won the field demo! yey! all the tiresome practices, all day and night long practices paid off! yeah! it was very fulfilling! it was also a nice gift to our adviser, our mother, Nay Fe! HAPPY BIRTHADAY NAY!!!!   but still eventhough we won there’s still a part of me that was not happy because some of our competitors got injured. It was a godd fight though. But it could have been better if no one got injured. Back to what i was saying…. it was one of the highlights of our 4th year life! haay.. till hir na lang pgod n me eh! love you all! mwaahhmmm